Oh darling, I’ve heard them say life is about building bridges for someone without knowing if you’ll cross it with them, and every time I come across those words my heart almost stops to beat, and not in a good way either. If there’s one thing I’ve never wanted to be, it is selfish, but all these words do is tell me that this mourning, this grief that I have sunk into after laying you to rest is selfish, as if they expect me to be fine!ย Whatย do they know about the fire in my heart, the hole in my gut? Whatย do you know about the extent of my love, and now of my rage?ย I will not return, and neither will you; we were always filled with too much pride, too much ego to look beyond at anything else, but you never knew that, did you? You couldn’t see your own two feet because of that ego of yours, and it is what drove you to your ruin. No one knows anything at all about the sluggish blood that flows through my veins as if it were gasoline, burning the fire in my heart brighter and brighter every second, I cannotย sleep, I cannot rest, all I can do is wait with bated breath for the beginning of your fall.
For you must know by now mon cher, everything that rises must face an equal fall. It is the law this universe swirls upon, and it will be the harbringer of your demise, my love.
Image credits: Shafaq Mujtaba
This is amazing! ๐
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Thank you! ๐
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You’re very welcome! ๐
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How hard was it to write that! The line at the start got me in very quickly – “life is about building bridges for someone without knowing if youโll cross it with them” But sometimes we build bridges for someone and we just sit and wait because they have to cross the bridge to you. And whatever, we continue to build bridges.
A brilliant post.
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Thank you, and it’s true, in fact we can even call life a series of building bridges.
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This is such a good post! ๐
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Thank you so much! ๐
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This was really beautiful. I love the opening line. I had to reflect on it for a while.
Beautiful. ๐
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Thank you so much. x
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you’re welcome ๐
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This was heart rending, you write so elegantly, so much warmth and beauty and pain here. โค Absolutely love it!
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Thank you. ๐
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I always say word usage…they convey the soul of a written matter…I actually read this aloud with inflection…gorgeous and fluid!
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Thank you so much! ๐
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Wonderfully written!
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Thank you. ๐
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Well, this is dark and poignant and you need to check about this band ‘Porcupine Tree’, you’ll connect well with their songs. Ramadan Mubarak, in advance (:
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I’ll go do that right away, I was looking for new music anyways. ๐
And a belated Ramadan Mubarak to you too. :3
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This stopped my heart.
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In a good way, I hope?
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Oh yes. I’m relieved to report it started up again๐
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Haha! *whew*
Wouldn’t want a death on my hands. xD
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